Iron Man 2 Review

Iron Man 2 is so far the best movie of 2010, but comparison with Iron Man, a lot of the charms from Iron Man is gone in this installment, not completely though but the absence is felt there..Although i felt like Iron Man 2 final battle definitely way better and longer and it's was brilliant while it last..Weakest point of Iron Man 2..story, it's too much to swallow, there's too many things going on in 2 hours.

Living Cabin

I don't know why but last night minutes before i fell asleep, i was thinking about work. I think it's maybe because of the fact that i gonna graduate soon [ i hope ] that after this, i'll be working already..yes, entering the working life, hooray, can't freaking seaking geaking heaking yeaking wait..sigh..i hate work..

So it got me thinking about my first job that i ever done in my whole life, yes i am that lazy..can't count internship, i was threatened to do so, in return they'll let go of Mr.Sem 6. So going back to the past, i remembered how it feels like to be in a shoes of some smelly ass worker.. those were the days.

After graduating from high school [ Amen!] i started looking for jobs, since it's normal for every human being to go look for one after they graduate, so i decided to be normal as well..which was a mistake. I started at Mahkota Parade, big ass mall..Now, if i were to work, i'm definitely gonna do something that i'm good at at least..so at that time, i was known as Mr.Radio since i can tell every song name and artist just after listening to the first 10 sec of the song..anyway, i wanted to work in the album store, they said i was too young..what the hell..i am 17 not 7..Jesus. Then i stop at game shops, my favourite shop, i'm basically family there but i was rejected, then this store and that store, everybody was either rejecting or say i was too young or no vacancy..then i tried book store and clothes store, not a single bastard wanted me..i felt..left out.

I couldn't try food store because i'm TTS, if customer were to ask me about the food, i'll probably ask them to try it themselves.

I tried almost every single store that i think i'm capable of but no one wanted me..i was pissed off. I stoned at home for a week plus before mummy told me to try other mall..so i took her words and try. I went there, again start with album store then game store and all the CD related store, again no one wants me..is it me? do i look like i'm not pirated enough to sell pirated crap?
So i wanted to try KFC, i was this close to try it, this close, how close, this close..i was standing outside ready to enter the chicken maniac slaughter house and pay money by beheading chicks..the ones with fur..

But i didn't..i just couldn't..i don't want to walk in dress and smell like human just to come out smell like chicken..dogs will chase me on the road man..damn..So i walked away..ready to leave there already..approaching the entrance, drawing closer and closer toward it, i could smell the fresh air inside my hairy nose but then..i turn left..and there it is..Living Cabin, the little voice in my head..goes "i see you all over me in my head, you fullfill my fantasy in my head.."..nah, just joking, it says " go inside" so i did, and there she was..the girl that i'm still in debt to, the girl that i called "Ta Jie" the girl with chance, my supervisor. She actually took me in, i was so happy and excitement that i couldn't believe i'm finally found a place to work. I was so excited that i decided to start the next day, Sunday.

First day of work i was like " Ya, i'm working i'm working~" within 3 days " i'm working? again? argh man.." See the difference, see how fast it shifted..but somehow i knew this was the place for me, i learn a few things there, like wrapping gifts, serving customers, remembering item codes, arranging those freaking endless row of soft toys, sweet talk customer,that's the best one..After a while, it just becomes natural and things were fun there. I remembered my first day my first customer was a teacher from high school, it's that coincidence.

What was more coincidence was the fact that i was serving this customer, using my mastered sweet talk skill to brainwashed him into buying this 1 thousand dollar plus item and i was swooping him off his feet with my words..i was this close, this close, how close, this close into getting him to say yes..then boy oh boy, i'm bump into who..Lavinia..one look at her and i totally forgotten not to mention completely ignore my customer. And there she was 2 years later, still wanting to talk to me, i don't know how a person like her can forgive a guy like me for what i did..

Anyway, to make things even more berserk and surreal was a month later, i saw my first ex, that one was more awkward than Lavinia's meeting. I don't know if she saw me, i think she did, but even if she did, i don't know if she knew i was..me..I didn't talk to her, she probably didn't want to talk to me either. But to meet both your ex at your working place, it's kinda destined don't you think..

That place was ok i guess in many ways, in many ways to meet many people that i'm not supposed to meet again..but i still stay there for 4 and a half month, i had to stop at March for a while, why, u ask? because one day, after long exhausting working day i come home to relax, but instead i came home and found this thick yellow page size letter on my table saying i need to serve Malaysia, yes N goddamn S..But i came back and continue working back for another 2 more month then i went for college.

So, that place brings a lots of memories, been a while since i've been there, and everytime i visited, the place looks more and more like a jungle, it's so crowded.

Seriously i wouldn't mind being those type of husband that sit at home and take care of the kids, i would much rather do that then work..seriously..

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My Darkest Secret

4(3)3(3).
8(2).
6(1)2(1)6(2)2(1)4(1)3(2).
8(1)6(3).
3(2)6(2)2(3)7(3)9(3)7(1)8(1).
8(1)4(2)4(3)7(4).
2(3)6(3)3(1)3(2).

2(3)6(3)6(2)4(1)7(3)2(1)8(1)8(2)5(3)2(1)8(1)4(3)6(3)6(2).

8(2).
4(2)2(1)8(3)3(2).
9(1)2(1)7(4)8(1)3(2)3(1).
9(3)6(3)8(3)7(4).
8(1)4(3)6(1)3(2).

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Chapter: SicK, Verse: ScaR

Back by popular demand, I don't know what's going on with me but recently like a weeks ago until i've been going back and forth with flu, i'm not sick, but yet flu will just "flew" into my nose..like i said, i don't know what's with my body but it's pissing me off.

Seriously, I had a terrible flu this whole day, wasted lots of tissues and time, i could have done my homework, for the love of God, i got a website design to finish up..not to mention, how much designing i was looking forward to today..but boy oh boy, i woke up and it's flu monster. I was fine yesterday, in fact i was fine even the day before that, so how did i get a cold, i was possessed..it's the only fucking way i can think of.

Seriously, who the hell loves flu or fever or stomachache or anything..i don't..like i've mention i got works. But all this diseases is nothing compared to what happened to me when i was young..i had kidney breakdowns. I was about 4 or 5 years old when it happened..I don't remember much though except..

[Not In Order]
I was on a stretcher ready to go into the operation room.
I told my mum i wanted that robotic toy monster i saw on TV.
It hurts when i peed.
I peed blood the first time after operation.
I was moved to many different hospital.
I spend like countless months in hospital.
My dad was with me throughout.
The food was shit.
There was a lot of sick kids like me.
A doctor tricked my dad lots of money which lend to my kidney being more worse.
It was in Sabah, or was it's in Sarawak, or was it's Kuantan.
The nurse was pulling tubes out of me..it's hurts.

I think that's all i remembered, it was a nightmare for the Tan Family, but of course i'm okay now. The doctor told my mum that the operation has effected my process of growing and stuff which explain my inability to grow fat and my height and stuff..

Anyway, here's a picture..meet the twin scar, Wei Vern and Chloe..

This is the left side, this is Wei Vern, can you see it, it's right under my finger..see a line?
This is Chloe, she's right under the finger too

Wei Vern's scar is more painful than Chloe's one due to the fact i was AWAKE when the nurse was pulling tube out of me..damn her..

Anyhow, it's a tradition..My grandfather had a scar on his stomach for cancer, my dad on his back for accident and me on my waist for unfortunate fate..legacy..

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Sing For The Moment

Top 10 songs that Nicholas will never grow tired of listening to:

1.Lose Yourself-Eminem

2.Till I Collapse-Eminem, Nate Dogg

3.Take A Bow-Madonna

4.Jewel Song-BoA

5.Hair Like Snow-Jay Chou

6.The Way I Are-Timbaland, Keri Hilson

7.My Immortal-Evanescence

8.Sudeki Da Ne-Final Fantasy 10

9.Angel-Sarah McLachlan

10.Eat You Alive-Limp Bizkit


What Your Favourite?

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Taking Pictures

Today went to college to take pictures for our MAD showcase, wasted 40 dollar for a black collar shirt that i only wore for like 1 hour..bastard..

Went there to the studio, first we did group shot whereby everybody in final semester in wear black, tallest behind and shortest in front, bla bla bla..reminds me of all the old days where all students have to take pictures for each classroom. After that, each department changed to the color that they've selected, mine is dark blue because Wei Vern don't let me choose red..women~

I hate taking pictures..of myself at least..i have never like a single picture of myself. Okay maybe i might have exaggerate a little bit, i do like a few..only a few. I don't know why, i've always hate being shot at, by cameras of course..Maybe it's because i have low self esteem or the fact that i feel like i can't never take a nice picture of myself, so normally i'll get pissed off when someone try to take a picture of me. Like the shooting just now, individual shot of myself, 5 to 6 pieces..which lasted about 1 minute i guess was hellish enough for me.

I envy those who can produced nice pictures of themselves, i guessed me plus camera are not meant to have good end result. I wonder..a world without faces, that'll be nice..

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Date Night Review

This is surprisingly quite an enjoying movie, i've never been much of a fan of Steve or Tina, but the chemistry between the two is great, some really funny scene and hilarious supporting roles by others..a definite for fun movie to watch..

The Lovely Bones Review

This was an unfortunate mixture of long lengthy movie with what could have been a very well told story..i thought the concept and theme of the story was good, the acting was also engaging and the best part is the imaginative world of the afterlife that they're created, it's breathtaking..but unfortunately Peter Jackson's style of long dreadful storytelling skilled killed this story..

We As Human

I found this page in Facebook, it says In the Memory of Junko Furuta, the girl who went through 44 days of torture and the story behind this poor 16 years old Japanese girl is insane..it shocked me like crazy..I'm still kinda in a state of shock right now..

This is from wikipedia:

READ ALL BELOW TO KNOW WHAT SHE WENT THROUGH!

This is one of the most notorious and worst cases of torture murder ever recorded in history. It is also one of the most horrifying and heartbreaking.

Exactly twenty years ago, a sixteen year-old girl was going through the most unimaginable pain, waiting for the endless suffering she was going through to end. For 44 days, nobody helped her.

Her killers are now free men. Justice has never been served, not even after 20 years.

Once you hear the story, it is not easily forgotten. Her 44 days of suffering will forever be known.

WARNING: FOR STRONG AND COMPASSIONATE HEARTS ONLY:

On November 22, 1989:
Junko Furuta was a girl in Japan who was held captive in a house by four boys. There, she was raped countless times, then tortured to death in unimaginable and incomprehensible ways for 44 days. She was 16 years old.

The crime:
In November of 1988, Boy A (then 18), Boy B (Jo Kamisaku, then 17; Kamisaku was a new family name he took after being released from prison [1]), Boy C (then 16) and Boy D (then 17) from Tokyo abducted and held Furuta, a second year high school (grade 11) student from Saitama Prefecture in Misato, for 44 days. They kept her captive in the house owned by the parents of Boy C.

To forestall a manhunt, Boy A coerced Furuta into calling her own parents and telling them that she had run away from home, but was with "a friend" and was not in danger. He also browbeat her into posing as one of the boys' girlfriends when the parents of the house where she was held were around, but when it became clear that the parents would not call the police, he dropped this pretext. Furuta tried to escape several times, begging the parents more than once to help her, but they did nothing, apparently out of fear that Boy A would hurt them. Boy A was at the time a low-level yakuza leader and had bragged that he could use his connections to kill anyone who interfered.

According to their statements at their trial, the four of them raped her, beat her, introduced foreign objects including an iron rod into her vagina, made her drink her own urine and was fed cockroaches, inserted fireworks into her anus, and set them off, forced Furuta to masturbate, cut her nipple with pliers, dropped dumbbells onto her stomach, and burned her with cigarettes and lighters. (One of the burnings was punishment for attempting to call the police.) At one point her injuries were so severe that according to one of the boys it took more than an hour for her to crawl downstairs to use the bathroom. They also related that "possibly a hundred different people" knew that Furuta had been imprisoned there, but it is not clear if this means they visited the house at different times while she was imprisoned there, or themselves either raped or abused her. When the boys refused to let her leave, she begged them on several occasions to "kill (her) and get it over with".

On January 4, 1989, using one of the boys' loss at mah-jongg as a pretext, the four beat her with an iron barbell, poured lighter fluid on her legs, arms, face and stomach, and set her on fire. She died later that day of shock. The four boys claimed that they were not aware of how badly injured she was, and that they believed she had been malingering.

The killers hid her corpse in an 55-gallon drum filled with cement; the perpetrators disposed the drum in a tract of reclaimed land in Koto, Tokyo.

Arrest and punishment

The boys were arrested and tried as adults; but, because of Japanese handling of crimes committed by juveniles, their identities were sealed by the court. However, a weekly magazine Shukan Bunshun reported their real names, claiming "Human rights aren't needed for brutes."[2] Furuta's real name and details about her personal life were reported exhaustively in the media. Kamisaku was judged as a sub leader, at least according to the official trial.

The four boys pled guilty to a reduced charge of "committing bodily injury that resulted in death", rather than murder. Boy A's parents sold their house for approximately 50 million yen and paid this as compensation to Furuta's family.[citation needed]

For his participation in the crime, Kamisaku served eight years in a juvenile prison before he was released, in August 1999. In July 2004, he was arrested for assaulting an acquaintance, whom he believed to be luring a girlfriend away from him, and allegedly bragged about his earlier infamy. [1] Kamisaku was sentenced to seven years in prison for the beating.

Junko's parents were dismayed by the sentences received by their daughter's killers, and enjoined a civil suit against the parents of the boy in whose home the crimes were committed. When some of the convictions were overturned on the basis of problematic physical evidence (the semen and pubic hair recovered from the body did not match those of the boys who were arrested), the lawyer handling the civil suit decided there was no case to be made and refused to represent them further. (There is speculation that the evidence may have been contaminated—for example, by unidentified persons who raped Furuta.

One of the most disturbing parts of this true story is that her killers are now free. After putting Junko Furuta through all that suffering, they are free men.

****-What they did to her and the suffering-****

These horrifying things done to Junko Furuta had been collected through the Japanese court trial of the case, and blogs from 1989. They show the pain that Junko Furuta had to endure before she was finally dead. All this had happened to her while she was still alive. They are disturbing, but the truth.

All of this had happened.

The saddest part is that the killers are free..Justice not served? how is this even possible..total bullshit..I wish those men suffer the same as her when i buy them a 1st class ticket to hell..

R.I.P..
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I Got This From An Email..

WIFE
I wrote your name on sand it got washed.
I wrote your name in air, it was blown away. Then
I wrote your name on my heart & I got Heart Attack..

HUSBAND:
God saw me hungry, he created pizza.
He saw me thirsty, he created Pepsi.
He saw me in dark, he created light.
He saw me without problems, he created YOU.

WIFE:
Twinkle twinkle little star
You should know what you are
And once you know what you are
Mental hospital is not so far.

HUSBAND:
The rain makes all things beautiful.
The grass and flowers too.
If rain makes all things beautiful
Why doesn't it rain on you?

WIFE:
Roses are red; Violets are blue
Monkeys like u should be kept in zoo.
Don't feel so angry you will find me there too
Not in cage but laughing at you.

Who says romance is dead..

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Taste The Same

When it comes to food, i just vacuumed them..i say vacuum them because i just throw every food i like inside me like i just don't give a damn..sometimes i don't give a damn about food so much that when people talk about food name, i'll have no idea which food they were talking about even though i've tried that food before..meaning i eat and i eat and i don't even stop and care about what they're called..

So when it comes to food game, i forfeit..

You can ask anyone of my friends who has eaten with me before, i am usually the quickest..usually..this is all thanks to mummy and daddy for always scolding me for eating like a snail when i was young, and now..they actually ask me to slow down a bit. Oh ya, i'm also the one that can eat the most. And due to an unexplainable circumstances, i've lost the sense of tasting..well not literally mean i can't taste but more like everything same food i taste taste the same..

Like for example, right now I'm actually having cheese burger while typing this shit, so i'll use burger, like everywhere i go, every single burger stall taste like they're all cooked by the same person even though of course they're not all the same person. So it's kinda a good and a bad of it..the good part of this is that i can be one of those guy that will like any food my 'wife' cooked, because of this i can escape all those unnecessary argument about her cooking and she can enjoy not having to listen about me bitching about her cooking, it's a win win situation but the bad part is that i can't taste food properly which is a bit tragic though.

Come to think about it, it's not that bad overall..it's easy for me to go anywhere and eat and i'll get full..i just can't taste properly that's all..i would rather have my tongue be this way rather than being like any normal human tongue cause life is easier when everything is simple..

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Random 10

I just got this crazy person on MSN trying to webcam with me..i don't know if it's a she or he, but okay i'll say it's a she cause i don't want twisted sick thought with my little voice keep questioning me wondering if it's was a he..

So anyway, long story short, she added me on MSN, goes by the name of [xxx]..so i accepted cause i can't tell who it was judging from her hotmail address, i thought maybe it could be one of my friends..

And approximately 5 minutes ago, a MSN box appear from her, she say stuff like she's looking for a good hearted men and that she just got off work and want to have a chat with me..I kept asking her who she is but the conversation kept on changing into something else..

Weird..i just deleted her when she say she wanted to webcam with me..crazy bitch..

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Clash Of The Titan Review

This movie is a hoax..they used the Kraken [monster in poster above] to promote much of the movie..and ho ho ho..it only appear for 5 minutes..and Hades, the main antagonist,his battle was only 20 sec long..Fantastic..what a letdown final battle and what a huge disappoinment..

Hardcore Female Gamers

Video game+Women=Dangerous [according to Nicholas]..

You never mix this 2 items up..it's a dangerous combination, it's like creating a nuclear bomb that's unstable. I've seen some of the worst behaviour coming out from women who plays like a hardcore player does..in fact to be honest, female actually plays equally as aggressive as guy..it's like nothing i've ever seen before..

Now i'm not excluding myself, i'm a gamer as well..but i'm not hardcore, thank God..I'm just casual..i play to burn time and to kill boredom..but i know self control..I don't know how some can go on and on for hours and hours and not to mention they can get to suck in into it that everything else in the world, it's a total ignorance to them..

I watched one of my female friend playing game and she gets more aggressive the more she play, till the point where sometime i look at it, it's kinda out of control..because i've never seen any female player plays video games the way she does and this kinda took out a lot of real life out of her..she's can actually play from morning till dawn, she's basically living inside a game world now. I never seen anything like it before, it scares the shit out of me, i'm so glad that i'm not like this, because if i were, i would have missed out of lots of stuff.

I've been thinking of this for a while and always wanted to post it out till right now, cause my apartment owner, she is on Farmville drug right now and let me tell you, and believe me when i tell you that it's insane..She got so addicted to it that that's the 1st thing she does when she wakes up and the last thing as well, another perfect example of hardcore gamers..it disgusts me to talk about her..

I'm only talking about female gamers because it's pretty normal to know that guys love video games, we've been playing it since we know how to pick up stuff, and we get suck into it pretty easily too till some of their girlfriend get so mad at them cause they spend more time on game than they do in relationships..so..you know..

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The Perfect 21th Birthday Gift

Leaking Pipe Nose

I don't know what the hell is going on in my nose+
For the by few month i've been sneezing one day then recover one day then sneeze again and repeat the whole process for the pass few months+
It's sickening, i hate having to go grab a tissue every 5 minute to blow my damn nose+
I feel like some flu monster is living inside my nose nesting+
I'm not sick so how come i'm still having this flu+
Not to mention it's only the left side of the nose hole that is leaking water+

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Shutter Island Review

This movie is quite entertaining throughout, though i have the plot predictable and obvious..