Insomniac

It's 4.20 a.m. in the morning and i am not asleep..why?

I have no idea actually..it's a bloody habit of mine. This is the second time i have stood up awake instead of being asleep like everyone else. I don't know why sometime i couldn't sleep..sometime i do know why..it's cause of something that bothers me like my family's thing, other time i just don't know why.

I'm up here, typing this post, thinking of a real reason behind my insomnia. Sometime my brain is just too stubborn, it's like it has a little brain inside my brain, that is telling him to stay awake instead of going to sleep. Maybe the reason too could be because i like to think..too much at times. I'm my own little director when i'm trying to sleep..meaning..i like to think of shit everytime before i go to sleep..in result?..

End up not sleeping at all..rolling on bed here and there..

I'm afraid this could turn into something even more worse as time pass by..I don't want to have to take sleeping pill for christ's sake. so please please little brain..let me go to sleep..

Boys With Toys

I was watching this video and realize how much girls hate it when their boyfriend spend too much time on things like this..it's not the first time i have seen this kind of reaction coming from a girl before.

I have this female friend of mine who has this loser boyfriend who came back from some place after being away from her for some time already and he promised her he wants to spend time with her..but..instead..his friend ask him to join them for some games in CyberCafe..and what did he do?

Video game over his girlfriend of course..

Actually i wanna thank all this people for screwing up because all this shit make me realized i can't be like this too..all these people have sacrifice themselves for people like me to be prepare for what's about to come in the future.

Actually i can already predict that i won't have anymore for games..and it all starts when i have a girlfriend again..It's not that girls don't let us do what we love to do, they just don't want us to put so much time on things like this..

Guys guys guys..guys need to learn to spend more time paying attention to their girlfriend instead of spending time on things like this..Now before the male species decided to kill me..take a second to think..which one is most improtant..a loving caring human being or a machine who you used to burn your time?

Truth be told, I rather have a girlfriend then a game console forever..like i said many times before..it's time to put behind things like this and grow up..As much as i hate to..i have to..I don't to end up like the guy in the video..hahaha

Meeting With The Devils

Today i had an internship meeting with Mr.Sharunizam and Mr.Ching Ping..the devils. At first, my time was 2.45 till 3..total of 15 minute meeting, Q&A and stuff like that..

Was so nervous..as usual..walking around the next room here and there..watching each intern on the other side of the room presenting their work to the devils..the room has a large glass, so we can see through the two rooms.

Some took fully 15 minute to present while others only took a few minutes..i was watching closely each interns mistake before me, in hope that i won't screw up the same way they did.

As my turn gets closer, the tension in the air gets heavier, palm gets sweatier, legs gets weaker, heart pump faster, time tick closer and....it's my turn.

Panic for nearly 10 minute and i end up finishing the faster..in fact, i felt like it all ended too quickly..like literally feels like i got nothing to show for. It only took me like 2 to 3 minute i think to sum up everything i've done in 3 month..plus, i was talking so fast that it makes the whole presentation finish even faster.

This was how the whole presentation feels like..i walked in..hi sir..bye sir..

Not literally..

But that how it feels like..

Anyway, the internship thing is finally official fully completed..everything done.Full Stop

Long Absence

I have not post anything for a week..i was long gone from blogspot..i went disappearing in my hometown..celebrating the joy of internship's done by playing video game, TV, internet and 10 percent of execrise.

Nothing special ever goes on during the last few months of every years..basically the same old same. In a blink of an eye, i realized..it's December already..time flies so fast nowadays. Next year i'll be 21..damn..

Life is pretty empty right now..i bet it's gets even emptier in the next few weeks..

2010 approaching us all..

Ninja Assassin Review

Finally i get to watch Ninja Assassin..it's story is seriusly ridiculous and over the top..but i knew that and i'm only here for the action..and the action is good. Blood and gore, arms and leg flying everywhere..cartoonish violence..Rain's performance is one dimensional, not much facial expresssion at all but his martial arts skill is pretty good though..good enough to enjoy. Overall, it's a so-so movie..nothing special at all.

A Christmas Carol Review

I've always admired Jim Carrey's performance..he is very flexible actor and here in Christmas Carol, he acted multiple character and all of them feels like such a unique character thanks to him. This version of Christmas carol i must say has to be the darkest of all..it's even like a horror movie at time..some might say it's too frightening for kids and i have to kinda agreed..anyhow, the special effect here is spectacular, making some scenes looks exhilarating.

The Day After Tomorrow

Is my last day of internship..finally it's almost over now~.