New-Blog-Skin 2

This is the 2nd time i've changed the skin of my blog..kinda went with a different vibe with it..took me freaking long to decide which skin to pick..

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Post 200th

I have achieved 200 post in my blog within 8 month since i make my first grant entrance in Blogspot

Congrat congrat..

The Spy Next Door Review

3 words~
THIS.MOVIE.SUCKS.
full stop

Defiance Review

This movie is decent..not very interesting due to the long dragful pacing..but overall every actor is pretty well acted and some of the action scene are good..it's based on a true strory..

The "Special" Treatment

I do realized that at time i always get some sort of additional moment with certain people..I'm not talking about one on one time with them nor am i talking about some kind of men chat..no no..i realized that sometime, when something happened even though it concern a whole group of people, I'm always the one who gets the "talk"..Let me break it down for you..

My BM Teacher
This jackass really hates me..he has never have any faith in me, never like me before, so there was this one time where i had to go up to the stage to get my awards for being in the top 3 in class and he gave me one of a kind look like "i don't believe this boy got 3rd in his class"..After that, he came in to the class to criticize me for getting 3rd place due to my Malay..I was like what does my Malay have anything to do with what place I'm in..What about 1st and 2nd, they're not perfect too you know asshole..See what i mean, the jackass just wants to get me for no reason..he said my Malay suck..well then, his English is fucked..

Here's 2 more example...

My Animation Lecturer
If u read my old post where i talked about how much pressure i was on because of my animation..Well, after i passed it up, he didn't like it..he didn't like one small tiny bit of it..So what did he do, he call me out to talk to him outside the class, i got lecture from him for freaking 5 minute plus..he talk to him about my work and how others will fail and stuff..Again i wonder, if he feels that way about others, why am i the only one out here with him..why not call out the rest too..again, i get to be the target..sigh

My favourite...

My Internship Boss
So our boss caught us going into different website all the time that has nothing to do with work..i got caught once..so he decided to ask our manager to list out every staff website visit history in our computer..and i won 2nd place, ok i admit I'm not proud once i got caught..i set a bad impression..never mind. The next day i got call into his office, and he talked to me about my website visiting stuff, he said among all staff my name came in in 2nd place..Yet again i wonder why, why just me, why always me, why does it have to be just mainly me, why target only me? I was in 2nd, why didn't the guy in 1st got the same lecture as i did..It's was just me..damn..I felt that it's like he picked me so that i will warned the others not to do it again, like I'm the leader or something, if my team made a mistake, the captain is the one to blame..that's not fair..

So ya, all these people have one thing in common..Nicholas Tan is their favourite person to lecture on..maybe all these people want me to improve or change myself, but seriously..why just me? Is it something about me? Is my appeal somehow attracting all this unnecessary attention?

Houses I've Live In Before

I've moved in and out of a lot of houses, in fact i can't even remember how many were there..

MELAKA

Currently the one that i'm living in right now is a single story house, terrance..I've been in this house since i was born. Yes, i grew up in there but we moved out to a different places to live and by age 9 i was back again into this house, so basically this is the house i've spend most of my memories in..It's not a big house, it's a small house..to me, i like to live in a small house, it's just easier to get around, you know like i don't have to freaking come out from my room, climb a mountain of stairs to enter a maze back kitchen just to enter a freakin toilet to pee..small is better, more casual and easier to clean..

SABAH

I used to live in Sabah too, i remember it was more like a flag and we were living on the 4th floor..Really small, 2 bedroom and one of them is all to myself only..I have a bed that was so big that it can hold up to 4 person on it..so it's kinda like a double king size..The thing that i remember most about that place was i was playing toys and a crab caught my mum by the finger..ouch..Oh ya, i also remember i said the word "Fuck" for the 1st time, heard dad said it to a football game, and i said in one of the neighbour house..damn..and this was also the place where i officially hate egg yoke forever..

KUANTAN PART 1

The first house where i live in was almost the same size as my current house size, inside i mean..This was i started to like drawing and played my first video game..i forgot what machine it's called, it's was the one with tape..Anyway, this was where my sister was born, i remember mum was expecting because her tummy were big, ya, me being around age 6 to 7 understanding what pregnancy is..I learned how to ride bike for the first time here, took my mum a long time to teach me.I don't remember much about this place except i had a really good friend as my neighbour, a guy named Roger..

my first bike ride

KUANTAN PART 2

This has to be my favourite house of them all..this house is a single story house but it's was wide..The living room, the kitchen, even the toliet and bathroom is huge..the place was so big, i had so much space to run around, plus, next door to us is a kidnergarden school but i was too old for that already..I got scared at one time because for some stupid ghost show my mum was watching, i find it too creepy at that time..just give me chill thinking about it..My room was the best, playing with my toys, spying at the house opposite my window..i forgot what i was spying again though. I don't know why dad wanna move us here, but i freaking thankful for it..i missed that place..My sis in my parent's room

JOHOR

This was the only double story house we ever had..but instead of going up, it goes down..so it like the house is up to down, like going down the hill..This was when mum start having her driver license and dad brought her a Kancil while dad switch to Satria, and me, well i switch from a bike to another bike..lame..Anyhow, this was where i had my first female friend, Rachael, she lives 2 house from mine, she was a year older than me..we had a lot of fun together, i don't much though but i sure hell can't forget her, i only stay there aboout 2 years i think..shame we have to move again..

MELAKA

So i was back to melaka again and pretty much have live there since..

Random 07

A 42-year-old Taiwanese man with a history of high blood pressure has died of a stroke likely triggered by over-excitement from watching the blockbuster Avatar in 3D, a doctor says.
The man, identified only by his surname Kuo, started to feel unwell during the screening earlier this month in the northern city of Hsinchu and was taken to hospital.
Mr Kuo, who suffered from hypertension, was unconscious when he arrived at the Nan Men General Hospital and a scan showed that his brain was haemorrhaging, emergency room doctor Peng Chin-chih said today.
"It's likely that the over-excitement from watching the movie triggered his symptoms,'' the doctor said.
Mr Kuo died 11 days later from the brain haemorrhage, and the China Times newspaper said it was the first death linked to watching James Cameron's science-fiction epic Avatar.
Film blogging sites have reported complaints of headaches, dizziness, nausea and blurry eyesight from viewers of Avatar and other movies rich in 3D imagery.

Unbelievable..

Heavy Rain

Today+
Rain heavily+
Stranded in SS2+
Have to wait till rain to stop+
Sit and stoned for maybe half an hour+
A lot of people wet+
But not us+
Rain stop already+
Walk around pasar malam+
Never buy anything as usual+
Then go home+

Nose leaking+
Not sick just nose leaking+
Sneezing non stop+
Hate it+
This is what i get+
For spend my whole December in my room+
With air cond constantly+
Serve me right+

While raining just now+
Look at lots of hot girls+
Friends said i like girls with mini shorts+
Honestly+
Ironically+
All the girl i find hot happen to wear shorts+
Not my fault+
Just be thankful i'm not gay+
That will be worse+
Meantime+
My female friends look at guys+
Try to learn their definition of hot guys+
Cannot understand+
Weird+

Comment+
Or die+

Nicholas' Editing

These are my video editing..the fun i had before my boss shattered my interest and passion..

Keep It In Your Pants

Nowadays people just don't know how to control their sex drive..Everyone nowadays are having sex before marriage..Pre marital sex. I really don't know what the hell is going on with the world, this whole thing about waiting till marriage crap doesn't seem to mean anything to anyone anymore. Instead of keeping it till marriage, it has become like a freakin hobbies to everyone..

"If he's doing it then i should follow too...."

A lot of my friends are not virgin anymore, whether it's real or not..i don't know..in fact, it's disgusting to know. I thought virginity used to have a value for woman and man should know better not to persuade them to give it up..i guess i'm living in the wrong world then..There's no more freaking will power anymore, everyone is having a freaking sex fever or something..Sex isn't supposed to do it with your boyfriend or girlfriend, it's supposed to be with your husband or wife, because you love each other and that's why you get married, right..Not with some guy or just some girl, have some fucking will power and pride..jeez..

One of my friend said to me" it's just sex, why are you feeling like that.." ya, it's just sex, and look what "just sex" has gotten people into, the kind of shit they drag themselves into..pregnancy..either that or the more polite way, just dump him/her once you're done..Really sometime i find it disgusting, i really don't know what the fuck are you people thinking, confusing yourself between lust and love..it's sad..and for the love of God, if you did it please don't tell me, some things are better left unsaid..Sigh, I am so not joining you people, my first time is only gonna be after marriage..Don't count me in..

P.S..i'm not pointing finger at anyone, i'm pointing finger at everyone..

Love+[Un]Predictable

I Love You. Those 3 words that we all love to say to each other, the 3 words that sound so beautiful when we hear it in our ears, the 3 words that defined everything 2 people shred together, the 3 words that shows how much we loved each other.

To me, talk is cheap..

Since a lot of break up is going on around lately, i realized that love is really beyond our control because you never know when someone or something is gonna hit you in the head so hard that you just can't believe everything you shared is over in a second..I mean it's like things like this just unpredictable..we never know whether we're with is the one we're gonna be forever or is it another fairy tale that we're in.

We always say to ourselves that this is the one, she/he is my one, of course we all like to think that way because nobody likes to get hurt, nobody wanna be alone and heartbroken all over again and again repeatably..but in reality, truth ain't so sweet, love ain't that good and life ain't that fair. Like my friend and his girl who has said and planned their whole future together suddenly just ended unexpectably, this is what i mean by unpredictable..I remembered i used to tell my friends that this one is the one, that one is the one but next thing you know, i'm back to square one again.

So what i believe is that telling each other those 3 words is just a nice thing to say that's all, nothing more than that..the true way of telling is by action, action speaks louder than words after all. Through someone's action is the real and right way of seeing how much the other half truly love you. I guess what i really meant by this whole thing is that love can always change it's direction in the middle of it's journey and don't get your hope too high once you dated someone because you'll never know what's in store for you.

So i just hope for those who has found that special someone, hope you know how lucky you are..because it's hard to find and be in love with someone, it's even harder to find and be in love with the right one..

Time Travel

So i was watching The Time Traveler Wife [previous post] just now, and during half way through the movie, an light bub popped in my mind and i got into thinking that what if we were to have an ability to rewind time and undo our mistake or to change certain way of the way we live..Now i do know that i'm fantasy talking here, so let's just pretend that i have this ability, if i do have, i swear to God, there's so many changes i want to make.

I would have gone back to the past and tell Nicholas all this:

1.Study harder so that your mum and dad won't get into an argument because you..

2.Get to know your cousin so that you will at least for God sake know their name..

3.Be a better son to your parents..

4.Don't fall in love with [xxx] at the age of 11..it's won't work and it's puppy love..

5.Open your eyes wider and realize most of your friends are just using you to get something else..

6.Don't go mixing with the wrong kind of friends..

7.Don't be a thief..

8.Kill the doctor who lied about your kidney problem and took your dad money for nothing..

9.Don't get cocky with your English in class, karma will strike..

10.Be prepare for Standard 4, it will be your hardest year in any school ever..

11.Learn to stop spending so much money on stuff once you got your hand on it..

12.Don't go simply giving your first kiss to [xxx], you'll regret it..

13.Too patience with one of your uncle, one day you and him will finally get along..

14.Don't spend so much time staring into the TV, you'll end up with specs..

15.Create blogspot as soon as you heard of it, it'll come in handy..

The Time Traveler's Wife Review

I finally get to watch The Time Traveler's Wife and i find the movie decent..I thought Eric Bana and Rachael McAdams performance was good and interesting and the movie does have a well balanced pace overall. But if you're looking for a better love story movie i suggest 500 days of summer.

Lazier N Lazier

My last semester in college..Sem 7. I only have 3 subject left and it's only on Monday and Tuesday..that's it..With this it means that i only have class on 2 days and holiday for 5 days..

I remember it used to always be 5 days of school and 2 days of so called rest..now, everything is upside down. Well, the good part is that i don't have to wake up so early to college so much now and bad news is that i'm getting lazier every minute..

Well honestly, who won't..nobody love to study right..if this is work then it'll be freaking awesome baby but who lives in a world where such thing exist..too bad..

Anyway, nothing much has been going on, same old same..sorry for no good update on life..

Ugly Side Of Love

Love at times can be such a wonderful beautiful thing and at times it could be one of the worst experience one will ever face..Today i witness one of my friend's most awful nightmare..once a two good friend now turn into a bittersweet strangers..

Love will kill one's heart, it can really turn a person upside down. My friend just had a terrible break up with this girl and i didn't expect it to be this serious..In respect of their privacy, no name will be mention..anyway, my friend just broken up with this girl and the whole situation was so hard for him to bear..i know break up can be hard but what i witnessed today was just insane..I knew that it's going to be tough for all of us since we found out about their break up and because of this, i was worried that we might not be able to be together as group friend of six anymore..and we all had our first taste today..

One walk in front while the other walk behind, not talking to each other at all, can't even look at each other, can't even mention one's name to the other..the string got stretched so long till it's loose now, it's not tight anymore...friend are not friend anymore..this is what love can do.

The situation was so tough that my friend had to leave us during lunch just so that he won't break down in front of us..It just feels different now, everything changed..it's has come to a path where we hang out with one then we can't hang with the other one..two separate time with two separate party..sigh..it was just ugly..really ugly..we are all caught in the middle. I really tried to talk him to feeling better but it's just so hard to get him to listen to me..i meant i can sense that something bad is gonna happen if this shit is not resolve soon..I really worried about both of them, is this how things should really end?

Welcome To Room 101

Thought of trying a different way for this post..so i did a video post..might be doing more video post in the future..P.S..voice different, damn recorder

Random 06~Weird Dream

At 4 something today, i had some crazy bizarre blurry weird dreams..i hardly have any normal dream, one that doesn't involved killing, chasing ,running away from supernatural..must be too much game crap..anyway, i just woke up from 2 joined totally different none related dream..

here's the first one..

A FacelessWoman
Me and a friend was walking around talking then suddenly something tells me that this woman like figure from behind me wants to kill me..but i already know she was going to kill me before it happen, kinda like i was predict the future or something..I was holding my laptop at that time so i passed it to my friend before she came to me..then i don't quite remember what happen next..

[my reaction to this]...???...???...???...

Here's the second one..it quickly happen as soon as the last one stop halfway

A Secret
This old man and his son knows me, the old guy is a friend of my grandfather, so me and him was talking then suddenly he said to me that he's been given me so many chances to undo my mistake, but i never didn't..then i think i asked, "what mistake are you talking about.."..he replied "i can't tell you.." but i told him to tell me, but he wouldn't so they left..After that, i tried calling his son and ask him to tell him instead and he wouldn't too...and i don't remember what happen next either..

[my reaction to this]..???...???..???...

Both of my dream ended in cliffhanger..wtf..anyway, i always have this kind of weird dream, anyway, if y'all don't understand what i'm writing here, i don't blame you cause pratically i don't know what i'm typing either..

Kids

I used to hate kids..very much..i find them super annoying and loud and sickening. I mean they poop-ed, cry all night, diaper changing and spoon feeding with shit like that, suddenly something hit me on the head, and next thing i know, i like kids already..like in a sense like i would love to have kids of my own someday..

Don't know what happen but i really like kids now, in fact i have been thinking about kids a lot nowadays..i think i must reach the age where having kids seem like something a guy would want to have when he grows older..I love when they are around age 2 or 3 till 5, after that they are pretty much a walking and talking like a wise ass machine to you already..haha..

To make matter of my baby fever worse, one of my friend is due on May, plus it's a girl, congrats to her by the way, hearing that news got me into a higher fever of wanting kids..they're cute you know, it's just the whole thing about them you know.. I like baby girl more than baby boys..and i don't know the reason why..must be the whole opposite sex thingy..

Damn i sound like a woman..and that is not a good sign..anyway, i'm not in a rush to have kids now, i need to accomplished a lot more tasks first before i can get to that point, know what i mean..someday i'll have kids of my own..someday..my own flesh and blood..

Here's some cute video..

Happy:Single:Healthy

Life
I'm pretty happy with the life i have now, everything is good right now..i couldn't ask for more than this, really. Sometime i just sit back and think that my life is very decent enough, i always got food on table, clothes to wear, a shelter..I have a pretty damn good life, I am staying positive towards my perspective of life, even though sometime life can be unfair, i'll try to stay positive. I remembered when i was younger i was always complaining about life not being fair and shit..sigh..now all i can do is just live it..it's really the easiest way to live..So i can say..life is good enough for me, i considered myself blessed and thankful for everything God has given me..

Love
I have been single for 6 years now, damn..that's pretty long..I have dated anyone for that long, but i'm not worry or anything, love will find it's way eventually. You know some of my friend are always wondering they don't have girlfriend and they feel lonely and stuff like that, me..i just let it happen instead of chasing it..Reason is this, sometime, we chased the wrong stuff, it's best if fate takes control of the wheel for once..I was like them during the 6 years, but then i realize love happen for a reason, it will happen when it's gonna happen..be patience..Since i have been single for so long, i have kinda got used to to my old lifestyle and it's good..i'm not worry at all, if it doesn't happen so be it, if it does then i'm lucky i guess..

Live
I've been execrising a lot lately, been doing push up, sit up and bal bla bla..living life the healthy way is important, it keeps you happy..if it doesn't..well, at least it keep you healthy.Been taking vitamins, drinking lots of water and eating, so unlike me, since i hardly to enjoy execrising before, don't know which execrising demon possessed me into doing all these craps..hellish demonic..anyway, been doing for about 2 month now..should just stay healthy throughout right?

First post in 2010..364 more days to go..