Long Night

I think was about a month ago where i had the worse insomnia experience ever in my life, it was so bad that i was aggressively frustrated with myself because all i want to do was just be able to sleep and yet sometime my mind won't let me to..i wonder why..

But first off i want to be thankful that since that bad insomniac experience i've been able to sleep like a baby, 95% at the time..i discovered that why I'm not able to fall asleep is because i spend too much time laying on the bed while the brain is active therefore that in return make the brain "unshuttable".

And there i was thinking that i might need to see some doctor about my sleeping problem and waste unworthy money..same reason why i don't understand why people look for therapist..Therapist and their patients are basically the same person underneath all that tough act dressing up like God's gifted problem solver. I bet half of them can't even solve their own problem let alone others..

But last night, ya..was one of those night where i had a long row of good sleep at night but one lousy night, why..i thought I'm fully healed or maybe it's still in taking the effects in gradually. Sometime it's one of those feeling where you feel like things should have gone your way but it didn't and that feeling..sucks badly.

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Random 27

Isn't just in Malaysia or worldwide because it seems that the goddamn internet connection is having major slowdown which is quite frankly irritating because there are alot of us who wakes up in the morning and first thing we do is pop into Facebook and see what the fucks up with the world around us therefore without the internet connection we are doomed and screwed and that ain't fun especially when it comes down to watching videos on Youtube but that impossible now since the connection is so bad that the damn thing is lagging and dragging on and on so for whatever reason this is happening needs to be resolved, absolved and the technician needs to be involve otherwise we'll get into one big brawl and that ain't cool anymore.

Thank you.

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I've Rent My Fourth House

To be honest with the condition of the house i thought it would never be sold off or rent off in anyway despite the house is really in a old condition..and old fashioned too.

Surprisingly along came this Indian girl who sounds very nice on the phone and all wants to rent it..hmm. Everything was very smooth and easy afterwards like a walk in the park. Customer was nice and owner was nice, the 2 perfect combination in the science of property world.

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Paranormal Activity 3 Review

Suspense and intensely scary..i closed my eye for 80% of the film for being the chicken that i am.

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Dad's Background

Today i was using my dad's computer to do some tenancy agreement for this new house i've rent out so as i was searching for Microsoft Points i stumbled upon a document named after my dad's new girlfriend..

So being the busybody that i was..i clicked on it..

Some might that that's invading privacy, that's being rude and not polite..correct and correct but what i did and end up seeing change my perspective about my dad forever. In it contains the story of my dad's background (hence title) and for the first time in my life, i've discovery things about my dad that i didn't know about nor being able to ask about..well cause my parents were divorced therefore there's stuff that's not able to access..

When my dad was a kid he lived a hard knock life..being the 4th child in the family and the first male in the family, my dad had to be independent around age 8 to help his parents around the house to ease some burden, also mainly due to the fact he lost 4 older sister due to sickness..which i think i never met before. Life was hard for him, having to collect firewood and unwanted vegetable from farmers that didn't want them..it's like eating garbage from trash bin.

My dad had to work part time jobs here and there to help support the family taking lots of job over the course of his life which i cannot remember what are they actually..i remembered he mentioned working for some uncle RM8 a day and never once make more than 500 a month but i guessed back then, that amount is equal to 1k nowadays in modern time..is it or isn't it?

The best part of the whole post that got my attention was between my dad and my mum..for 22 years i never know it's behind the scene story about it. My dad stated that it was the saddest moment in his life and i could imagine why since my mum was his 1st love ever and the fact they've been together for about 16 years together dating and marriage altogether..My dad receive a phone call from some lawyer office calling him about the divorce letter being served, my dad sign the paper reluctantly for the sake of me and my sister, surrender his house and everything because of my mum.

All this time i blamed my dad for being the bad guy cause that's how the media always picture men as..that's why the wife always gets the kids and the house and everything..suddenly i see my mum as the bad person now..

I think I'm gonna accept my dad's new relationship with that Ipoh girl, like it or not..for once in 12 years, my dad was happy again and I'm happy for him.

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A Sick World

http://www.china.org.cn/china/2011-10/17/content_23641415.htm
In English in article form.

The video was uploaded today and outrage the media in China..i truly don't know what to say to be honestly.

The video says it all and the article elaborate even further in the aftermath.

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The Thing Review

One word: suck

I've Sold My 7th House

This is by fat the cheapest house i've ever sold and the nearest too at the same time..the owner of the house was a friend of my mum and i didn't knew it until i met her, small world huh.

Still, it was quite a challenging house to sell mainly because the house is tall but skinny with only 2 rooms rather than 3 like normal.. but for the price of only 78k, it's reasonable..

And reasonable it is when this rich customer bought the house with cash for crying out loud, guess we were all at the right place with right time along with the right customer. Perfect combination to the mix.

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Less The Better

I don't want to think or talk more about animal abuse cause frankly it hurts and nothing is done to save them animals, so either way my words means nothing to the world..the world is cruel, life is unfair and karma's a bitch.

Facebook is no longer safe at least for me, I constantly sees videos or picture of animal being abused like it doesn't matter..stupid people with their stupid videos. What i want to talk about is the fact that i feel tiredless knowing that every second some poor animal is being tortured somewhere somehow..

Therefore, the only way to save my poor shattered mind is stop posting things like that online..

The less i know the better i feel, sometime in life there's a phrase that say something are better left unsaid, well in this case, somethings are better left unseen.. people shared things like this just to show some sympathy on them poor soul in the picture, after half an hour later, we're back to normal like nothing happen.

That's just how we humans are, we share picture and videos like that here and there asking all to recognize them faces and remember to report to police if we see them..honestly we won't because we got too much going on in our life, there's no capacity to store abuser's face in it.. sooner or later, we'll move on with our life.

I have a friend that i added on Facebook, she's a animal lovers, problem is she keep showing pictures, news or videos like i mentioned again and again on Facebook.. funny thing is, after those post, same reaction everytime afterward..sadness. She loves animal and she can't stand posts like this and yet she still clicked on it, it's kinda like if you know some drinks has poison or drug in it, will you still drink it? of course not..

The world is changing..very badly. Obviouly i don't think this is what God has in mind when he build earth..we are our own destruction and we shall destruct ourselves one of these days.

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Youtube, My Enemy..

Does Youtube have some sort of a "Channel Racism" or something because i remember there should to be a time where Youtube allowed videos that i love to watch to be played there, but now seems like searching for anything is bloody difficult..

Youtube is all about users uploading their videos in there for the world's eye's pleasure..i totally understand videos that have nudity to be not allowed in it, but why not even videos that are juz like normal without any parental warning stamp all over it?

I should to remember the good old days where i can search up Youtube for TV sitcoms and movie and actually find what i'm looking for..but now it seems like anyone who upload anything full is considered copyright issue to some company but then..how come some others aren't. Again i totally understand if certain video is leaked out before hand but some aren't.. some are just been there for quite some time and suddenly Youtube doesn't allowed it anymore.

I'm just mad because it's difficult as it is already when i have no control over what TV broadcast can show what and when, therefore i thought Youtube could be my savior..but apparently not too. They allowed lesbian kissing but not normal TV show we see everyday on TV, they allowed old movies with full length in it but not newer movie that have been just released maybe a year ago.. the whole thing is just inconsistent.

Sometime i prefer to sit in front of my laptop with my lunch and watch Youtube instead of television because i can choose what i want to watch rather than the other way around, so when Youtube is being this picky over copyright issue..it's just wierd. I mean it's not like any of the videos shown on Youtube are the same day a movie or TV show is released..but i think maybe it's because of rating and money making, that's why..

Either way Youtube needs to balance out their nonsense..

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Sale Or Rent

This post is dedicated mainly to all property agents out there, if you're not interested in property nor an agent..do not read this post for it will be strictly boring to your attention. Thank You.

There's 2 way to get paid when it comes something to do with property, either by selling or renting, more people will think selling is better because we agents will get more money, while other believe that renting will get fast money.. true and true. I personally like to use both.

When i first started out as an agent i was only interested in selling houses because at that time i got rejected for house rental multiple throughout, that in return killed my interested in renting for a very long time. So i focused only in selling houses instead and one month into the line of work i sold my first house therefore i thought maybe i can survive mainly by focusing on selling only..but i was wrong.

The thing with selling property is that it takes longer time to get paid, with getting the right customers then getting loan approved and then letting lawyer to prepare agreement and all sometimes takes months to do..then only..finally signed and get paid. Logically speaking, if only one case per month and that's how long it takes to get it done..no one's gonna survive long. Sometime to make the progress more challenging, problems might occurred in between stages, adding even more tension than it already has.

It didn't took me long to realized that i can't survive much just by sticking to one way of making money in this sort of work therefore rental is also important, at least if you wanna start off slowly, try out house rental first..like me. Rental is the opposite of selling, it's faster but less payment because quite frankly the reason people rent houses instead of buying is because they can't afford it right?

The thing about rental is that normally if a customer has confirmed they're interested it would take about a few weeks to get money, less but at least one will get paid. Rental's biggest worries is that if the so called customer is not what they seem to be sometime, that in return will causes the agent and the owner alot of problem therefore..headache for no reason. There have been cases where a tenant changed the doorknob and lock itself so that no one can enter the house..yes, some people are just that bad. Trust betrayed..

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500th Post

Ta da..2 and a half years has passed.

Congratulation to UpghostNpersonal for it's 500th post officially.

Through long and short, thick and thin and ups and downs it has finally reached a total amount as much as 500..

another 500 to come perhaps?

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Dream House Review

The script is a nightmare, the plot twist is a nightmare, the whole damn movie is a nightmare..don't watch it

Fright Night Review

Rather entertaining with right balance of scares and humor. A remake by the way