Rush Hour

Sigh..i'm in a quite bad mood right now while typing this..Not really feel like expressing anything out but i'm just gonna express it out anyway..today at i did some really silly mistakes..mistakes that are so silly that even a child would think your stupid..
In what way..well it goes like this..I'm have currently 3 works in my hand, a video, a slideshow and a paperbag design. My boss wants me to stop doing the paperbag and focus on finishing the video and the slide so that he could use them to display it at some new gallery place he's opening..so suddenly, he wants me to do another slide, but this one is about event that Fine Batik(my cmpany) has done..so my video and my slide is actually 90% done..each..so instead of completing them..i went to do the event shit instead..i swear i never felt more stupid before in life..such a honest mistake..
I mean, was my boss right or not..instead of able to completed at least 2 things, now i have 3 incompleted things..and the thing is i need to give it to them by tomorrow, so they can test run it..i swear the moment my boss said those things to me, i felt like a bum..seriously stupid,man..plus, he gave a look at me like "what the hell were you thinking, boy.."and now instead of maybe at least being able to complete one task, i accomplished nothing at all..and i have to face the music tomorrow..
Sometime,man..really..i myself don't know what the hell am i thinking..this wasn't supposed to happened..now i'm in rush mode..i have to be able to finish them by tomorrow..sigh..

P.S. my boss said my video and slide will be display in public so people could see it..and i..will have like sense of achievement or some shit..but right now, i don't want all those anymore..in fact, even if i did saw my work displayed in public..i won't be proud of it..ain't nothing to be proud of when i feel so utterly stupid..

Photograph

What the hell up wit my face..looks like i wasn't ready...
Can you find me?...ah..those days..i have not seen any of them for a long long time...

Lately..

Lately i realized that there hasn't been much to blog about..mainly because September have beeb quite a repetitive month for me, either i'm working or i'm at Summit mall walking endlessly just to find shit to do..

Lately i find myself to be quite in a dilemma state..everything i do..i can't decide properly..it's like i'm caught in 2 different little world. A part of me wants this in 1 minute then the next i don't..a part of me suddenly feels like this then the next i'm feeling something else..what is wrong with me..why is it so hard to decide what i really want..they said you can't have what you need until you decide what you want..i'm lost..

Lately, work..work has been ok i guess..nothing WILL happened you know when you're working. When you're working, you're basically isolating yourself from outside world..because you're too busy working your ass out for your boss to earn his 400 buck out from his pocket.I have not been doing anything else beside staring at computer screen..doing this and that.shit..this is a sneak preview of my future lives gonna be like..

Lately, I have been reading..here i go..reading again..what have i been reading..relationship books..why..because it's the only there is to read that i can read without falling asleep and understand it. Chinese books, teen magazine, detective crime books, craft, cooking books, novel..i don't like all those..so been reading a lot of L-O-V-E..i find some of what some of the books says are quite pretty, the way they view at L-O-V-E..it's complicated..

Lately, there is no movies, songs or games at all..i have to watch a whole bunch of crap that i don't like, listen to old songs and play no games..it's pretty dry month for me..and since laptop is died, checking Facebook and shit is pretty difficult..and writing..man, i have stopped writing writing since i started to work, probrably too tired to work me brain again..

Lately, ya lately..these are what i have been soing lately..in case y'all wonder..like y'all care..

Gamers and The Ugly Truth Review

ok, this is the first time i post 2 movie review in one post..why..because i watched both and both of them stars Gerald Butler..but out of 2 of them, i only liked one of them and you'll be surprised the one that i actually liked. I actually liked this one..
Reason why..i find the script for Gerald's character is surprisedly vulgarly foul mouth-ly funny..like example, there's a scene in the movie where Katherine's character said her cat accidentally step on the remote and tune in into his show and he said" so are you gonna thank your pussy for me?''..it's funny but like all chick flick, the structure of the movie's plot is the same, met..fell in love..can't be together..then be together. But overall, it was fun to watch.

Gamer on the other hand is a waste of garbage..

The first half was bloody awesome..i said bloody because body parts and blood are everywhere then the 2nd half of it suddenly became this pussy movie doesn't have anything from the first half..not to mention the ending will so totally let you down..reeeeaaaaalllllllllll down..but one thing i like about this movie is the camera sequence and editing for the action sequence is amazing..but then the other 70% movie is so bad..it's disappointing..

G Force Review

This movie is insanely stupid, boring and dry..let me save you time to read and energy for me to type..let me break it down..
Story: Unoriginal, lacking and insanely stupid
Animation: Was decent
Action: Terrible
Humor: I wasn't funny one small tiny micro bit
Character: The pig aren't that cute when it was given adult voice
Conclusion:Don't watch..or you'll be like me..literally walking out of the cinema

Life Without Internet Access

So raya is over and i have spend the last few days of my life with no internet access..n case you haven't read my previous post..my laptop is dead.
So the only place i can access internet is at my working place..ah..the joy for this boy to enjoy.

Seriously yo, i've gotten so used to having internet around me then when suddenly life without it, it's like life without food, it won't kill me..immediately..but i will..eventually..die..slow..ly..

Now i'm typing this shit from my working place..catching up to my days of spending raya doing nothing but wasting time and burning money and fading days..in short, it was pretty lonely..

Why i didn't just go to a cybercafe you may ask..because i don't like to go to places like that..

This Is How..

i'm gonna spend my raya days..by walking around endlessly by myself at shopping malls.
I'm not going back to hometown to spend time there, not that i don't want to, it's just i can't..

See the thing is, i went to buy my ticket on Tuesday for Saturday's bus..and it's full..and i can't go on Friday because i have to work..and Thursday won't be no good because that's a day before Firday..not to even mention Wednesday because i already knew i won't be going back on Tuesday..stupid me didn't go on Monday..Now on Sunday, everybody gonna be with their family, i'mma be with myself..sigh..

THe alternate way to go back is if i ask my dad to come pick me up..but i'm not gonna do that of course. What kind of jackass will i be if i asked my dad to drive 2 hours to come here and another 2 hours to bring me back..even if he wants to, i'm not gonna let him..

So enjoy your holidays everyone..

Laptop Crackdown II

My laptop has officially unfortunately sadly finally died..after battling a long suffering hardware malfunction disease..it has gave up..
it was only 1 years old..so young..yet so fast gone..
may it rest in peace..


so, you won't be able to see much of me for a couple of months..
i'll be only able to update my blog during working hour..

byebye

9 Years Ago...

09.09.09 is here..thought i took today's date and post about something that i kept very secretive and quiet and private all the time..my first girlfriend..
When i was 9, i came back to Malacca to live permanently and on school 1st day..i met you..i had a crush on you..don't know why..just had..actually i never know why..i just had it..I remember i was helping some guy with sweeping..then you approached me..we had our first conversation then..
1 year later..the crush fades away..you were just nothing more but another student in the same class with me..just another girl student to me..we were friends..
Another year later, we were set by a teacher to sit together..without any realization, you start having feeling for me..sorry that i couldn't see..maybe because i never expect it to happened..One day suddenly, you and a girl who sat behind you went to the toilet..took a long hour to came back..and when you did..you confessed to me.At first, i asked you where did you went, cause you were away for so long..never expect your next line to be a confession that i will never forget..
You told me you like me..and i..at first didn't know what to say..gradually confessed back..and that's how you made the post possible..you even called me first before i called you on the phone..my dad answered..haha..but who cares..you sat by me for 9 months..September was my favourite that year..suddenly i even enjoyed going to school now..just to see you.I never tell anyone about this..always wanted to keep you to myself..I remember the time we spent in school, eating in canteen, drawing on each other's table, calling each other after school,i even went as far as a 11 year old boy could to buy you a ring.You were my everything then, my parent's marriage was going through hell and you were the only thing kept me happy..
But things never last...
We broke up..I..chose to break up because we were too young and we need to grow up..and at that time, i didn't understand girls well yet..so your flaws made me wanted to cut the string..so i did.Breaking up through the phone with you was coward..was foolish..i broke your heart..i broke mine too..i'm sorry, please don't forgive me..we stop talking ever since..
9 years later..our story i still remember..the reason i never talk about you to anyone before is because you don't need to keep getting heart broken the each time i tell it to someone..but i feel like..i mean..everybody has their own first love story to tell..you are my first love story..i don't care if people may think that 11 years old is too young or anything..whatever they say..you will always be my first..

I love you

Coming Live To You From Work

i'm typing this post now currently while working..
because..
i just got paid...
RM80..
From last August..
Started at 25 August..work for 4 days in August..
Already got 80 dollar..

p.s. i'm also currently waiting for the clock to strike 6 so i can go home..
Going back hometown tomorrow for 3 days..enjoy enjoy a bit..

Bus Ticket Increased Price Already

Well, i never expect it to stay 2 dollar forever actually..just didn't expect it to be so early..i starting taking bus trip only it went up..damn coincidence

Anyway, last time is 2 dollar only and you can go anywhere for one whole day as long as you're taking rapid KL bus, these buses trip only costs you 2 dollar to go around KL for a whole day..

Now..

From my place to KL Sentral is 2.50..ok to me, i feel it's reasonable..until today i realize going to Mid Valley is only 1.20...

What..

From there to KL Sentral is like only 5 minute distance and it cost 1.30 extra..wow..not only that..now they're using a new system..you can't use the same ticket twice anymore..meaning if i want to go back from KL to Subang Jaya, i can't use the ticket i bought earlier on in the morning..
you should to be able..but now it changed..

So it used to be 2 dollar back and forth is now 2.50 go and 2.50 back..

Whatever, man..

Oh ya, lately these two days, the bus has been coming earlier to KL sentral then when i first started to sat it..last time i have to wait like half an hour or 45 minute for it to arrive, lately i only waited for like 5 minute and it shows up in front of me..cool right, not only that, the bus has been pretty empty too lately..feel like i could breathe in the bus...fresh air cond..

Action/Reaction

Let me break it down for you something that happened today..

Let me ask you..how often is it that you were walking and suddenly found a phone, not just any handphone..but Sony Ericsson Cyber Shot..

I know right...^^

But I gave back...

See, here's the story..i was walking in Summit and saw this couple fighting..so i walk in front of them..then suddenly i turned because i heard an item sound alike noise..then i saw the phone on the ground..
Of course i picked it up and use it for a while..go through their little entertainment..but then i feel guilty..so i sms Jane, and she told me that it's best i give it back..so i did..it's not something i initially want to do..i wanted to use it as my own or sell it to someone..but plus overcome the minus.
So i called the guy, Malay..i used my friend's name,David..undercover..and made up a whole load of crap saying i found it in a toilet with a paper around it, words were written in Chinese, i don't know how to read them, but there was a number on it, so i called it..I don't know whether he believe me or not but either way i did give it back right..so before you gonna hit me, think properly that i save you money to buy another phone..dumb dumb..but of course he didn't hit me, he just gave me his card, don't know for what and a handshake..and left..
So there you go..it's not something that happen to me all the time..Sony Ericsson man..i gave back a Sony Ericsson..

Sigh~