Bye Bye 2011 Hi Hi 2012

2011 was a pretty yin yang year for me.. everything falls right in the middle..balance out left and right.

Blog And Facebook
I post some of my most interesting stuff yet this year and also finally open up topics about sex, wasn't easy but wanted to expand the horizon while Facebook stays Facebook, deleted lots of unwanted people that i have absolute no interest in anymore..

Work
Work basically comes down to the middle, on the first half of this year, I sold more houses and i rent and gained more houses than i've lost, but ya this is the first time i hold a job where it lasted for a year. First time making a living for myself and proud of some my accomplishment too.

Music
What is there to say about my taste in music since it's the same and always will be, still rap, still hip hop..

Movie
This year movie is slagging and it's all just Superheroes movie and animated movie, nothing epic from big director therefore this year movie wasn't as exciting as last year's.
My Favourite Top 5 Movie Of 2011
1. Mission Impossible Ghost Protocol
2. Harry Potter Deathly Hallow Part 2
3. Transformers 3
4. Sherlock Holmes A Game Of Shadow
5. Fast Five

Biggest Surprise
Obviously this year biggest surprise to me is earning 10k for a house, never would i thought that i'll be able to make this amount of money at such age, i always thought that years after years will only i'll be able to achieve but then God work in a surprising way, so i'm grateful.

Biggest Disappointment
The worse thing that can happen to me is losing a chance to sell off a house when i know i could or when i'm close to selling it, but sometime, interfere such as time, fate, distance and basically everything in the world when it gets in the way. Nothing is more disappointing than rejection or failure.

2012 Ahead
All i wished for that is being more successful in my career than i did this year well because obviously after a year i should be able to take one step forward on the stair and go higher with this shit. Therefore success is all i'm looking forward for that year...and money.

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Earned 2011

December i earned about 2150
January i earned about 2200
April i earned about 2500
May i earned about 1000
May i earned about 650
June i earned about 10760
June i earned about 2350
July i earned about 3680
September i earned about 750
September i earned about 1400
October i earned about 1560
October i earned about 800
November i earned about 600
December i earned about 1500
December i earned about 950

Random 29

A fellow student from my college passed away on Christmas night at 8.p.m. due to road accident..leaving memories and a season that will not long be forgotten..

Your physical shell may not be with us anymore but your presence shall forever haunt us on 25th December..Gone but not forgotten..

They said the good die young and when God call it's time to go home.

Requiescat In Pace..

I've Rent My Fifth House

What was initially considered expensive for a single storey corner terrance for 800 end up being rented out for 650..as long as owner is fine and customer is fine with it too I ain't bitching..

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I've Rent My First Shop

This is the first shop I've ever successfully rented out, i said successfully because the last time this year in February i was almost one signature away from renting it out too then suddenly shit happens and when shit happens i end up losing for no reason.

But anyway, lightning strike the same place twice apparently and again i was so close to renting it out till the owner went nuts and want his shop back for his own use so i was frustrated and remembered that there's another one available just around the block. Everything was done today, it was fast and easy and i made 1500 in a day.

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Sherlock Holmes A Game Of Shadow Review

Some very stylist action scene especially the forest escape scene which is my personal favourite, the movie's story this time didn't captivate me as much as the first one did..

Arthur's Christmas Review

Old Christmas story told in a fresh new way with brilliant cast of character and elfs alike in a movie, absolutely funny and adorable..

Mission Impossible Ghost Protocol Review

Fortunately the generic story plot didn't overshadow the spectacular action from one to another

You're My Addiction

You're just one of those thing that will eventually at point appear in my life isn't it? Never knew about you but you always manage to slip yourself through let yourself in and be comfortable on my house's couch sitting there making me wondering what are you actually..

Strive by thirst of wondering the secret of you for you're nothing i've ever met before, you were different and your scent was special it was almost like you were gonna be a part of my life for a very very long time and i was looking forward to it thanks to our love at first sight on the love of first night.

Blinded by shyness as we were on the beginning stage of knowing each other but somehow somewhere you were like a sinfully wrong disease that i know it's bad for me but yet still I'm hooked by you. Greeted by curiosity, I knew you were poisonous for me and yet I'm beginning to like you even more because you shown me things I've never seen before, deep down..i was feeling..strange in a good way.

Sometime I like the way you just standing there in that white clean colour of yours till the moment comes in and sweep you off throwing you off guard..but you liked it don't you? I just relax myself when I'm with you, I'm all me with no armor on letting any harm comes from you to get a chance to dwell deep into your irresistible beauty. As i saw you loving every minute of the moment we're living in, it feels like all hell frozen off to have me wrapping my thought around you, riddling you with words that others can't express because whatever left of me..I'm yours.

At that moment we were ready for every inch of dirty little secret with each other as i grazed upon your true self and not as a disguised angel concealing her wings on her back like art form tattoo. We had each other in arms length filled within the comfort zone..watching the sunlight peeking in from the crack of the window shining on your tender skin,you gently letting your hair down naturally as a smile rises from your face.

Gradually you became impossible for me to let go for I keep coming back to you almost everyday, secretly speaking, I wanted more of you because I had so much but too much wasn't enough of me as I seek help from you all the time, during quiet time. Worse enough is I'm falling down calling out for you as you've become me..you took control of me..you took advantage of me..you took a chance with me..you took me by surprise everytime. You were enchanting to me..

You know me so well that I was your star like you're my night sky and I need you when all eyes are off me.. like a lost soul i surrender myself and gave my all to let you love me. Stand before you a broken man it was you who covered me with tenderness for the second time, as the air was filled with romance that was caressed by the dimmed light burning from every candle's last breath. Silence hushed the sound of the room down till we were ready to speak again but while the enjoyment lasts, such memories will never be remembered again like how it should to be anymore.

Can y'all guess what I'm writing about?

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Rhyme's Syndrome II

I have this unexplainable sick obsession about rhyming, i just love doing it every 10 minute for it has become a part of me since 14 years old and it grabs hold of me refusing to let me go..It's a sick, sick obsession, it's a disease and a sickness that can't be cured.

Hell, I don't want it to be cured either, i love it everything about it, I loved how it sounds, I loved how putting words together can be so much fun, I loved the structure, rhythm and the speed behind the wheel that's driving the force forward..i swear to God it's the 3rd best thing in life behind video games and sex.

I once thought of being a rapper myself but since i can't pronounce certain words properly or hold my breath long enough that that dream was scrapped immediately. However, the love of rhyming stays with me till this day and in fact i personally feel like it's getting worse and worse in term of constantly randomly spontaneous speaking in rhyme..like i said, it's a disease.

For that in return make me love poetry too, to me rap is about able to put as much rhyme as possible in one sentence and make it sounds good and make sense at the same time mixed with a little profanity in it while poetry is all bout beautiful deep metaphoric sensual words, mostly to say to girls..I've written quite a few raps and poetry myself during my spare time and it's a good execuse for me to grease up the gears in my head for not wanting it to rust..it's my way of brain training.

For some reason, in my world rap isn't a things that people around me seems to like to do..when they learn a rap song, they hear a rap song but when i listen to it, i try to catch all the rhyme join in together. Almost all of the time when i was sitting in the bus from my home back to Subang or vice versa, i spend of the time memorizing rap songs for no reason, it goes how far i've went from boyband junk to rap music crap..

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Puss In Boots Review

Fun vibrant color and absolutely stylist cinematic moments, but nothing ground breaking..a fun watch for multiple times.

What The Fish

At one point of the fashion world, someone somewhere invented fishnet stocking and women decided it's theirs to stylize it therefore born the day of fishnet stocking and shit is sexy for some..but then i don't know in what God's name happened to it.

Men fashion style is as casual as average C can be, men fashion is simple and easy and that's it..anything beyond that can either go south or go north and either way it'll go wrong. Take fishnet for example and make it into a T shirt and BAM..we're given another reason why we should wear sunglasses.

I remembered the first time i saw someone wore fishnet T shirt, it was in a shopping mall and the guy who wore it was a malay guy in his early 40's maybe, fat and chubby and ugly looking of course.

To my disgusted moment i was stunned when i saw him wore a shirt like tat outdoor, because no matter the color and design, i can see almost everything underneath that clothes, it kills the need of using imagination of picturing seeing someone naked in our mind..where's the fun in it, don't mind the fun, where's the clothes in that..clothes.

I thought we buy clothes to cover ourselves so who thought of the idea of fishnet T shirt for men? If a woman wears it i ain't gonna complain but it's not..and surprised i've encounter 3 guys wearing fishnet t shirt outdoor and they walk around with such comfort embracing their body look on their face. It's horrifying and quite frankly..violating..will someone think of the childrens?!

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Sex Talk

Okay so this few weeks has been quite a weird weeks for me because lately i've been having alot of sex talk with people that i thought I'll never talk to regarding sex.. funny thing is it just seem to keep happening over and over again..

I don't often talk about sex, you can try to find it in my blog but..there's never been one at all. I felt like that's one subject i wanted to keep out from ever talking about but then again there's always the first time for everything..weird. So anyway, basically talking about sex between a men and another men is common stuff because it's 2 species and it doesn't feels weird but from one guy to a girl is completely different experience for me..

Men and women are 2 opposite different species in many many ways, when me n my male friends talk bout sex, it's like some common crap we always joke about with dirty smile on our way, it's gene, can't be helped.. so lately i've been talking to girls about sex and it's uncomfortable for me but yet somehow at the same time it's curiosity. I mean i was just curious to see how a girls react at things like this..well, what i've noticed is that when you talked about shit like this people tend to reply faster than a speeding bullet.

But it's funny how the kind of things guys only talk about to each other coming out from a woman's mouth, sounds like we're opening the horizon even more wide open by taking it to the next level.. I don't know maybe I'm being naive because sex is a common thing and i sounds like i was born yesterday, like this shit is new..

Anyway i told my friends that i had sex with my client from my previous blog post and that's how the sex talk came to be, it was all just curiosity to see the reaction from people, though one of my friend was pissed because i was joking..weird.

I'd lied..

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Flirtin' Wit You

I kinda did something that i thought i'll never do to a client but ya i kinda did..i actually flirt a little with this customer of mine and this shit a little crazy for my taste..

First off the first time i met the customer at the house i didn't except someone around 18 to call me looking for a house but basically starting off it was like a client and agent kinda relationship..but from the moment i met her i knew she was the kinda of person that was easy and quickly to get along with..so after she moved into the house that when things happened..

At times she starts off with a simple message so i thought i reply back cause i want to maintain good reputation for my clients but at times we weren't even talking about anything regarding the house. She was like just wondering what I'm up to or what I'm doing and automatically i would ask her back the same thing just to keep the flow going and before i realize it i sounds like i was flirting with her already. At least that's how it seems from my side..

Initially i didn't want to keep doing this whole sms-ing back and forth cause i felt like it's wasting money so i asked for Facebook or something but she wouldn't give me..so the sms thing continues.. we learned a few things about each other but i'm gonna only talk about her side of the story.

This girl live quite a sad life such as being the only child in the family and not to mention her parents got divorced when she was only 3 and her mum left her behind and she has never meet her mum since..so she's currently living with her dad and grandmother who acts as her mother. As this year somewhat in August some clown bang her dad while he was on his motorcycle which almost caused him his life therefore she have to dropout from Form 6 to take care of her dad..i mean it's the kinda story that makes you look at your life twice. Admirable..

But she seem happy so i guess there's all that matter right, so about that flirting thing is where we asked each other stuff like relationships, marriage and love..the same old boy girl talk and at one point i asked her out for a movie..i actually freaking did so but she had to take care of her dad so i didn't stop her, like i said..admirable.

Here i am not wanting to get married or date ever again asking a girl out for movie and hanging out, ironic isn't it..man, nature..man nature i guess. Maybe God is trying to tell me that i'm making a mistake..maybe.

Did i mentioned she's Indian..

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50/50 Review

Someone getting cancer is never a laughing matter but yet this movie finds a fine line of comedy and drama, putting it altogether with nice crew of cast with strong performance from all..it's a nice touch.

Rhyme's Syndrome I

I hate rap music, of course that was me saying it before i turned 14 years old..back then i thought the rap genre was one of the dumbest genre ever since all the artists does is..talk. Back then i thought anybody can do it so how is that talented until..

Basically one day i remembered when i came home from school and i turn on the TV to hear some song from 2 music channel and to my surprised at that time all they were playing was Eminem and i hated him back then. But I'm the kind of guy that's willing to check out new shit if there's lots of buzz about it..so i thought i give it a shot. I thought it was kinda cool at first when i noticed how some words sounds similar to another and at that moment, it begins.

Before i know it i was asking my mum for money to buy his CD and mum never expect me to listen to someone like Eminem, rap is profanity, offensive and vulgar and most of it are a target attack towards women but i didn't care because i dig deeper beneath the surface and look at what words can become when it's joined with a great mind..and ever since that day i've been a giant fan of rap music, especially Eminem's.

Eminem's music is like sex in my ear, it's so good that i want more and more of it. I never expect myself to be listening to his music as well but there's something about rap that is just different from all those stupid crappy amateur love pop song with the same goddamn lyric over and over again. I needed something fresh but God gave me something fresher and this train never stop moving since..

To be continued..

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