Poor Lil' Rich

"At the moment you have come to a complete dead end. Nothing seems to be progressing and you are tempted to throw in the towel. Consider such moments as a test of your willpower and it will soon become clear how important it is to you that you follow through with your plans. You will then find the energy required to continue over all obstacles. Otherwise you must let it go and start again from a different perspective"

My horoscope is totally right, alot of people was looking forward to November because of the stupid date 11.11.11..where alot of people got married and celebrate while other have the unfortunate side of that date which lead to death and others..

Me..on the hand, things have not been going well so far..November starts off bad for me, real bad..First off, i lost a couple of houses already and by losing i mean lost chances after chances of getting paid. Sometime being an agent sucks because your chances of getting paid got fucked up too by either the customers or the owners or even both..and because of that, i suffered too.

It's always pisses me off when everytime i'm so close to winning and yet somehow losing always able to make it to the finish line first..and according to my horoscope, today was like that, just another one of those days where failure shit on me, literally.. To me, losing chances to make money is more heartbreaking than failing in a relationship, hell i'll probably have more trouble getting over a failed chances at property selling than a relationship.

The second half year for business of 2011 is not as good as the first half, i'm bleeding dry of money and fate still doesn't seems to make any U turn at anytime therefore i'm thinking of becoming a male prostitute and give up this agent lifestyle (kidding by the way). So this is what it feels like living on the edge of being broke..any kind soul want to offer me a hand?

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