Long Distance

Being far away, being far apart, feeling distance between each other..I feel like i don't know hwy some people would bother going through a long distance relationship when it's clear that the distance will be the worst nightmare in that relationship..

The constant need of need of having that someone by your side is hellish too sometime, i mean every now and then people need room to breath otherwise things will get out of control..but then again the absence of someone's presence is another problem too.

Back then when i was in Subang Jaya, my roomate was from Johor, his girlfriend stayed in Johor while he proceed enrolling in SEGi college, during that time i see and hear alot from him talking about how he and his girlfriend is struggling about the whole not being to be with each other thing feels like, i don't need to have a girlfriend to know what that feels like, then again it depends on how faithful one can be to another..

Speaking about that, one of my friend's long distance relationship did not go that well with her boyfriend. After being send to some place else to enroll in college too, other people starts to come into the picture and things got involved pushing her away while the guy became more involved with the girl instead..i remembered telling her that long distance doesn't work and i was true. As bad as it sounds, it's reality..like i said, it depends on how loyal can one be to another.

The main reason behind this post is the fact that my dad now has a girlfriend actually despite him not telling me about it, it's pretty obvious though. That cunt that he likes is in Ipoh by the way and he's in Melaka..travelling up and down like some trail donkey for some no goodie two shoe girl, being as realistic as i can be i'm surprised my old man don't see things as realistically as i do, acting like some fully hormone teenage boy, it's sad to see actually.

Clearly he's been blinded by love, it's hard for me actually not because he prefer to spend more time with her than his 2 blood sweat tear blood and bone bond but because him travelling up and down, i don't know nor do i wished anything happen to him on the highway but how would i know right? Talking about it just makes me mad thinking about that sour cunt, i hope she rot..i can't wish for the relationship to end as badly as i want to because that would just be selfish, it's kinda like if you have a family member that works as a policemen..you can't ask them to quit them job just because your worries got the better of you, that's selfish.

So i stuck here, caught in the middle between my father and that Ipoh whore..there's nothing i can do about it besides pray that he see things more clearly..damn..

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