Lately..

Lately i realized that there hasn't been much to blog about..mainly because September have beeb quite a repetitive month for me, either i'm working or i'm at Summit mall walking endlessly just to find shit to do..

Lately i find myself to be quite in a dilemma state..everything i do..i can't decide properly..it's like i'm caught in 2 different little world. A part of me wants this in 1 minute then the next i don't..a part of me suddenly feels like this then the next i'm feeling something else..what is wrong with me..why is it so hard to decide what i really want..they said you can't have what you need until you decide what you want..i'm lost..

Lately, work..work has been ok i guess..nothing WILL happened you know when you're working. When you're working, you're basically isolating yourself from outside world..because you're too busy working your ass out for your boss to earn his 400 buck out from his pocket.I have not been doing anything else beside staring at computer screen..doing this and that.shit..this is a sneak preview of my future lives gonna be like..

Lately, I have been reading..here i go..reading again..what have i been reading..relationship books..why..because it's the only there is to read that i can read without falling asleep and understand it. Chinese books, teen magazine, detective crime books, craft, cooking books, novel..i don't like all those..so been reading a lot of L-O-V-E..i find some of what some of the books says are quite pretty, the way they view at L-O-V-E..it's complicated..

Lately, there is no movies, songs or games at all..i have to watch a whole bunch of crap that i don't like, listen to old songs and play no games..it's pretty dry month for me..and since laptop is died, checking Facebook and shit is pretty difficult..and writing..man, i have stopped writing writing since i started to work, probrably too tired to work me brain again..

Lately, ya lately..these are what i have been soing lately..in case y'all wonder..like y'all care..