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A day for me to escape college and works..ah..for that i thank you..
I never really care much about this day..to me is just one of those day where i get to stay home..
Period.

I Look Malay / Nigerian Guy

Today..i took the bus from work to go home..but today i decided to take it differently..i decided to take the bus that came from Mid Valley road instead of from Pasar Seni road..because someone is bound to stop at KL sentral right..so why don't i just take the bus and go around and eventually go back to Subang Jaya..

But instead what i didn't realized is that the bus will stop at somewhere near Pasar Seni for Puasa break..so i ended up there,somewhere there for like another half an hour..never mind..so i decided to sit and have my dinner first..as i was eating, a bunch of malay people sitting near me was staring at me for some reason..i think the reason is because i look malay..and i think they are not allowed to eat till 7.30 or something, not sure..anyway..that must be the reason why they staring.They must be thinking..



Guy A:"why is that guy eating before 7.30 and saying his prayer..?"
Guy B:"maybe he's chinese or something else..
Guy A:"maybe.."

Anyway, after that, so i sat another bus to go home..and inside i met a nigerian guy..pretty cool..i never talk to a nigerian before..i intial the conversation first..then we get the talking, we talking our culture, his favourite food in Malaysia, studies, language and bla bla bla...really fun to talk to someone who is from somewhere really far..his accent is deep..i couldn't understand a few words but i act like i do..he thought i'm a china man..at least he doesn't think i look like malay..anyway, we talk all the way home..and on the way home the conversation was so fun that i missed 2 car accident..freaking awesome..i hardly get the chance to talk to a foreigner..

Anyway for a nigerian guy, he has a christian name....Peter..

Nice to meet you again, Peter..

Remind Rewind Behind Time

Today internship vibe give me back the feeling when i had my first job in Malacca..what feeling? the feeling of tired..too tired to do anything when you come back..

Like all those feeling really came back to me, i remembered back then when i was searching my first job after SPM..i got rejected like by 6 different places in 1 day..

I tried at first in a music store, they said i'm too young
I tried at game store, not hiring
I tried at another music store, never call back
I tried at clothing store, say come back later when manager around, when manager is around, they're actually not hiring
I tried at Popular store, not 21..cannot take
I tried at CD store, (this is i don't remember)..

After that i just gave up..i just sat at home and play game only, too lazy to try anymore places..but mum convinced me that i should try at Tesco, so i did..

At first, i wanted to try at KFC, saw the manager standing there, but i chicken out..hmm, Chicken out in a chicken food place..anyway, after that i went searching around for other place, and there it was living cabin.

*note that someone took this, not me..

For some reason, something pulled me in, i went in later, talk to the supervisor and BANG!!..i got a job..and i end up working 6 days a week, 13 hours a day..

But i will be grateful to the supervisor, my big sister for giving me a chance when no one will..See..do we look like brother and sister..that's my cap too by the way..I wish i had a big sister, if i can, she will be the perfect one..

First Day At Work

In 3 words~It was ok..

Same old same old shit, nothing to say because it how a internship would feel like..
The only crazy thing was when i woke up in the morning..i was showering and my body just literally start shaking like i'm on drug..like shivering in cold or something..

Anyway, this will go on for 3 month..3 month of waking up 6 in the morning..do the math..

I haven't buy my log book..damn..

6 In The Morning

Sigh,starting this Tuesday i have to wake up 6 in the morning for my internship..

Tuesday,Wednesday,Thursday,Friday=wake up at 6

It's gonna feel like high school, like have to sleep early then have to wake up early, except in high school, i came back at 2, this time I'll came back at probably at 8..damn..

But unlike some internship, i only have to go for 4 days instead of 5. why? because i got class on Monday..easydasey..rest at Saturday, Sunday, Monday..

Will be spending a lot of time in LRT and Buses too..

District 9 Review

I watched District 9 a couple of days ago..the movie was good, there's wasn't a yawning moment at all, in fact the pacing is pretty tight to keep you on the hot seat all the time, the graphic is really good, knowing Peter Jackson will be part of it it's no doubt..but to me, the movie wasn't a critical acclaim like how critic described it..but still overall, it's good..

Maybe Tend To Think Too Much

I realized I'm a massive thinker..i tend to think too far and too hard..sometime there's so much thinking going on in my head that i get delusional. I realize that there's so many moment when i just sit down and do nothing but think..I'm always thinking of this and thinking of that, sometime the "thinking road" went so far that my emotional switched to a different feeling..i can happy and cheerful at a moment then when i start thinking about shit, i became pissed off and upset..then my brain gets me the wrong idea and i just snap.

A lot of time, i like to think, thinking helps me get creative and imaginative but it's will so far that i can't even sleep at night. Now i realized i have trouble sleeping at night is not because I'm an insomniac, but it's because of me spending too much time thinking. i tend to think ALOT minute before i go to bed..Things that i think are like my parent's divorce, stuff that happened today, why did it happened, being with someone..all this thought kept me awake and unsettling..all this thought drove me sometime to a point where i don't feel like talking to anyone..anyone at all..

Sometime a little shit will happened and i began to think a milestone..what the future holds for that shit..like all this things make me change my perspective on things and people..like if something happened today, i will keep thinking about it over and over again, like my mind can't stop it, i can't seem to put a brake on it..it will keep going on and on until i decided to force shut my brain down..To me, thinking like that is a bad habit because most of time when I'm done thinking about it, by the moment I'm done, my emotional has changed..like i could like someone like in a moment and hate that someone suddenly in an instant.

Most of the time, all this illusion are in my head, they aren't real at all..I'm illusionating..and i end up being mad at someone or something for no reason or small reason, because before i went to sleep, angry was my last feeling for them..and all the emotion just exploded. There are times where i wish i didn't feel or think like this because this keeps going up and it's getting harder and harder for me to let bygone be bygone..I'll keep thinking about it..i feel like I'm starting to lose control of myself, it's so hard to just stop thinking for a while..Sometime i just get so frustrated over thinking cause shit can get blown out of proportion..and i'll regret it later..

Random 04

Today..
First day..
Of BM..Mr.Zakaria and a girl

Mr.Zakaria~You can call Mr.Z, Mr.Zakaria but don't call me zakar..cuz you know la, you all know what it means ah..guys should be proud ah, so don't come asking me what is it ah..

*2 sec after he said don't come asking me what is it*

Girl~What is it?

*Mr.Zakaria bang his head on the wall laughing*

Girl~I really want to know!!

*Whole class laughing*
*Mr.Zakaria confused looking*

Mr.Zakaria~Do i have to show off ah??

*Whole class laughed louder..*
*Mr.Zakaria told the girl quietly*

Mr.Zakaria~it's the head of the penis..

Why I Hate School

I never ever like school..never ever and ever never forever..reason why..well, because a lot of unsettling memories i have kept in my mind that doesn't want to go away..even as i grow older, school is still the last place i want to be..actually Africa is the last place i want to be, the weather is insane there.

Anyway, back to school. Speaking of school, is not cool, are for fool, to get used like a tool.Let's take a memories lane back in time shall we..
OK, Kindergarten, i remember i got bullied by this a big bully..the kid is huge for his size and his age..i totally forgotten his name, but i think it's Kevin or something..anyway in the end, he who bullies get bullied back..by a teacher.Do you see this, even my first time in a educational fundamental place, i get bullied. my life ladies and gentlemen..i think i had my kindergarten years in Sabah? hmm..
Oh the tradition of my enjoyment of bullies don't stop there..i remember i got bullied in a bus too. I think it's was these 3 jackass..ya..there was 3 of them..i was 8 back then..i needed Nicholas Sr to come whoop their ass..and he did indeed. The tradition carries on from here to Melaka, my elementary school, S.M.K(C). Malim and to my secondary school by this Malay guy. Again, in my first week, he want problem with me already..sigh..there was also this chinese guy but later pretend to be my friend so he could copy my homework..i don't know, am i sending out hatred signal or do i just have a face that people love to hit or maybe this is my life..see, all these bullies, i never fight back with them, i walked away instead.

Another reason is because of teachers..i had some of the most fake ass teacher in the world..example: Miss Quack in standard 4..err~the crazy year i had with her, this teacher have this crazy gear in her head that drove me crazy..i remember my worst moment in school.I hate Standard 4 so badly because his crazy bitch punished me throughout a year like nobodies business..i mean like hitting me on the head with a cane, tearing the class homework, slapping, hitting like 50 times continuously on the hand( my friend's hand literally bleed )..bitch was crazy..if that ain't enough, she volunteer to take 5 subject with us that year..5!! that's like taking all the punishment above and times it with 50..and what do you get..HELL SATAN!!
Then there was the infamous Mr.Chong in High School A.K.A Fat Motherfucker. He love to interfere with other people's business so much that he got me remembering this incident forever. I was playing with my friends to just tease this Malay girl like just hide her book for a while to play with her, you know like for fun only, not on purposed cause we're friend..and motherfucker walked by and saw the thing differently from his perspective and he got misunderstood. He thought i was really going to mess with this girl..so start to doing a clown show in front of class and say shit to me like he knows my father and will tell him about me in school, I'm like fuck you..i got humiliated for the wrong reason, motherfucker will burn in hell for this shit..i spit in you face and pee on your grave, bitch..hope you die painfully from obese, you fat son of a bitch..
Then later came Mr.Rahimi..ah, the school counselor..he for some unknown reason don't have faith in me at all, the pig don't like me at all, i remember i was the 3rd in my class, so the school decided to reward the top 3 student of all class some trophy..small ones..after i walked up and received it, he look at me like he wants to kill me, later in class he told the whole class that i don't deserve to be rewarded at all..i don't know what wrong with him, i ain't do nothing wrong and he act all stupid with me..

School..it's like a drop of what hell taste like..

Thankfully, college is kinder to me..ain't got all this shit going on here..err..school life suck

G.I.Joe The Rise Of Cobra Review

So i watched G.I.Joe today and despite after reading some negative reviews from critic, i was preparing for a bad movie journey..but it's actually quite good..now i've totally forgotten the cartoon stuff and everything but what was presented in this movie suddenly reminded me a lot of what i can remember in the cartoon..the action is good, the acting was decent, the storyteller was kinda interesting because i like the way they move the story forward and yet still show you flashback of certain character's background on how they became this way..So overall, it's still fun to watch.

New TV At Home

ok ok, first of all i want to say that i know that i've not been blogging for like nearly a week now for some reason:
1-my home internet is a bit crazy lately, not being able to go to the internet at all..
2-busy playing video game
3-there's nothing to blog about..





until...
ok ok, now, my thought on this whole thing..now before y'all judge me for any shit i just want to say that i felt a new TV is unneccassary because the old one(below) is not even broken or anything..this one costs 2 thousand plus..beleive it..
This one then became my game's TV..look look..i'm in TV, i'm famous..

This was my game's TV..what happened to it..dad gave it away for free..GAVE-FREE!!!

sigh..ok, I'm not saying I'm ungrateful or unappreciative..but it's unnecessary..but what to do..that's my dad for you..dad likes to give things away for free, son's first job is in a gift shop..ironic?? like father like son..

Internship Interview~BizAid Technologies Sdn Bhd

Ok ok i swear this will be the last time i am going to talk about internship...
BECAUSE I HAVE FOUND A NICE PLACE
that is really far from my apartment place..sigh..

Anyway, i went over, at first i couldn't find the place because i forgotten which buliding it's was, all 3 buildings are joined so close to each other..anyway i called to confirm and i went to do my interview at 5, so late..
So when the interview start, i enter the manager's room, Mr.Vikram..i was quiet and polite and humble and focus to make sure that i'll get this interview..then once he start talking, it's like we known each other for a long time, one mind thinking...so we start talking about Animation and Video Editing, and click..he called his assistant to come in, because he just hired me..yahoo!
So yeah, this will be my last time talking about internship already, i'm tired of talking about it, y'all probably tired of seeing the same post over and over..so it will be the last time..

anyway, i've found a place so tomorrow i can finally go home...ah..sweet smell of home air...

My First Time To KLCC Alone..

This time i went to KLCC for the first time, i went to KL Sentral and took Kelana Jaya line to sit a train that goes to the undergroound of KLCC..so i walk around in KLCC, the place is simply huge..i walk till my feet's burning, ankle cracking, knee tiring..but there's nothing to see at all in KLCC, at least for me.

All are girl's store, now i understand because girls like to shop, shop shoppy shopping shopator shopation shopaholic..but the only "men" stores i found are cinema, music store and maybe a book store, speaking of the bookstore, it's is superbly large, they have all sort of books, even japanese magazine..with hot chick on the front cover..hehehe..

But i did took some pictures..check this out..

it's a bloody-freaking-awesome looking-godammint-i-want-to-drive-it-Jaguar..nice eh..

cool fountain picture i took while in the bookstore..

Internship Interview~Popiah Picture Sdn Bhd

OK, so on Wednesday morning, i got a call from Popiah Picture that they approve my resume and they decided to hire me..of course at first i was happy, because finally, i found an internship..
So i went to Bukit Binatang today to meet her and take a look around the place, the place is small but it's OK, places is never a big issue for me..
But to my shock, my works there that I'll be doing..has nothing to do with Multimedia..It's all about going to different monkey location and shoot video and commercial..my works is basically go and help the production team out like setting up the camera and other stuff like that

*tire scratch*.......

Ok, but before you say anything, you must know that with this shit, my working hour starts from 10 and could end like 12 midnight if required..12AM!!!!

it's crazy right..and when i asked about the allowance, they don't dare to give me a figure, but they say something like 300+ only..will add more based on my performance..
so i don't know what to say, i finally found a place yet it has nothing to do with Multimedia, so how will my Multimedia be any help at all..i asked what about video editing, they apparently have found someone for that too..then she asked me what does my Multimedia department do, so i told her everything i know and she said that they don't need any of that..

*tire scratch again*.......

So in my mind, I'm thinking the reason i got hired is because they needed more hands on the production.fullstop.sigh..this will be in my backup plan, if i REALLY REALLY can't find any place else, either i have to take it or I'm doom..but even with such a long working hour, I'm scared to take it..
I'm already began searching for other places, as soon as i find some place better, this place is going down the toilet...but just drop a comment to tell me what you think..

My First Time To KL Sentral Alone..

OK, so today i woke up early to go the KL sentral to take a look at Popiah Picture Sdn Bhd..the company who has hired me up to work with them for my internship, but I'm not going to talk about them,i want to talk about my trip going there alone...first time...

OK, fact 1 is that i HAVE been to KL before, but it was with Jion, and it was last year,so basically it has already been a year since i last visit there..so i was kinda nervous that i might get lost and i did but i will talk about that later..

So riding in a monorail was OK, the train has a really cold air cond though..i could feel the air cond blowing on top of my head, it's so cold that i feel like "ice"..so on the way, i was site viewing, took around 10-15 minute to stop at Bukit Bintang..

When i got there, i was lost..i couldn't tell which way was the way i was supposed to be going..i can't where North or South, so i asked this security guard, he told me to go straight and turn left to reach Jalan Bukit Bintang..i go straight and turn left not because the guard told me so but also because the street says so..so i walk and walk and my mind keep thinking" where the hell am i?"
then i start asking for Pavilion Mall and UNSURPRISINGLY i went the other way around..*smack head*

So i walk toward Pavilion Mall and turn right to walk down the street because i remembered in my google map that the place is before reaching Pavilion..so i keep walking and walking, but i feel so lost that i don't think I'm walking the right way and i was sweaty, the damn weather was hot! So during this time, i took a little time to enter Pavilion Mall to check it out and steal free air cond, and as i walking in it, all i see are girl's stuff everywhere, is like I'm walking into a for-girl-only-mall, they got like Zara, Gucci and other crap..is either my eyes are playing tricks on me or God is telling to come out from there and faster find my place..

So i called Shannon( the clerk) and turn out i was supposed to go straight down that road..and i finally found it, you know where it is? behind a Shell Station..Da Ta..

Anyway after the talking and interviewing, i decided to head back, took the monorail again to go to KL monorail station, wait for the bus, got aboard, site seeing again, and listen to this stranger bus passager talking about her last encounter with the bus driver, apparently according to her, the last time she sat this bus, the bus driver was being rude to her, so she said that she point her finger near his face and told him to fuck off( her words, not mine), this was when the bus driver went to the toilet, she was talking about it so loud that some of us of course were listening but also laughing..haha..i was holding my laughter back..

So as we reached Sunway, i thought he was going to turn the Summit direction but no apparently it went straight to Subang Parade instead..damn..but because of this, i get to meet this great taxi driver, he's an old man around 40+, indian, he has a daughter who is also studying Creative Multimedia and ironically, a wife that came from Melaka, coincidence?? he drove me back to my apartment and that's my trip to KL..

In These Past Few Week...

I have been doing nothing but sending out resume after resume after resume, and yet somehow i still can't find one..sigh..okay okay, let break it down, actually you can tell through my past posts, as you can see, all i have been posting are nothing but interview and my thought on certain movies..why?? because i have been sitting in my room countless of hours counting down the days i have spent doing nothing at all..I'M BORED!!
First of all, i regret not bringing back my sister's PSP..cause for some reason i thought it will be damn fun if i appreciate nature for a change..well, i have enough of nature already, now i want game!! i have not played any games for so long, my hands are starting to shake..I'm not a game addict, but games are my drug for now..and i need them.In fact, i need them so badly that recently, i went to Summit one of the game shop and paid 4 dollars to play an hour of game..that's is how bored i am..
I got so bored, like literally bored in extreme way that i went to Popular to read books..ME!!...READING BOOKS, if my mum see me there at that time, she will take me go see a doctor..i don't open and read random books unless i literally have nothing to do..seriously. I woke up at 11, went to Summit at 12 and walk around till it's 6, then i went back..just to keep me awake before boredom strike again and steal my soul..

Let me show you my schedule for the past few weeks, these are the shit I've been doing..not including eating,bathing and sleeping..
wake up
eat
YouTube
YouTube
YouTube
YouTube
YouTube
bath
eat
YouTube
YouTube
YouTube
YouTube
sleep
...and repeat everything the next days..

I do want to go home, i want to go home so badly..i longed for home..the only reason i still in my apartment room typing this post is because I'm still looking for internship..argh..that's all i have been doing, i thought that EaglePoint would hired me so that i could go home for at least a few days before i have to sit through another 3 more month of Punjabi shit(Owner)..but apparently no, they were unable to take me in because they found some big shot multimedia executive..FUCK HIM..sigh, i want to go home..I'm home sick right now.Jion found one already and he went home immediately the next day to see his girlfriend...me? I'm still here unable to get hired..this so reminds me of my first job..and I'm sorry to my blog because lately all I've been posting are internship here internship there..
But you know what? I'm gonna be patient and think positive like Jane told me to, because i positively believe that God has plan for me, a reason why i won't get hired at EaglePoint, a reason why I'm still stuck here, a reason why it's taking so long to find an internship place for me..i just hope that went it all comes down to the end of the day..

it'll be worthy..be positive Nicholas, be positive...

Internship Interview~Eformation

Okay, this interview went from embarrassing to straight not interested at all..here why..
fact 1# my laptop screen has contrast problem recently, the screen are dark, it's hard to see things,so when i was showing my stuff, it became difficult to see anything..
fact 2# they ask me to transfer some of my works to their pendrive, problem is both of their pendrive were nearly full, i only manage to give them like 5 of my work..sigh..out of all..
fact 3# as the interview keep going, i became uninterested of this place and i can tell they became uninterested in me too..actually, the moment i walked in, i have this weird feeling that this interview won't go right..and it's right..it's didn't go right..it went down the toilet..
fact 4# i can tell that the payment is going to be very little too judging by how they talk about the payment..he goes "we will provide a bit.."that doesn't sound good at all..
fact 5# i can tell that i won't get hired by them judging by how "well" the interview went..sigh..pure shit..i know i wouldn't even consider hiring myself...